I need more distractions when I’m off work. I’ve surpassed my 2 cry sessions limit I imposed on myself, and I’m so fucking lonely. I miss having someone to talk to all the time. I try not to cave and text Devin because he’s so fucking hostile and mean. God I can’t wait to be over this. I hate the way you make me feel and I hate myself for letting this happen.
I miss DC. Ready to take another trip.